• 32

Messed with dark magic as a teen

Hello,

let me start by saying that I know very little about witchcraft but believe in light and dark powers beyond my comprehension. I have had a series of events happen starting in my childhood that I have allowed to divert ffom what cold be a very positive path  Im going to jump around a bit. 

When I was a teen I found a used book called "A treasury of witch craft and devilry. I used one of its curses or spells to exact revenge on a group of bullies in my highschool. I dont remember the exact one but I know I was not qualified nor did I do it wrong.  I have been reflectinbg on my life path and wondering if its possinble that I unleashed some negativity.  All though I believe in witchcraft and magic I realize that not everything bad that happens is because of some curse or outside force. I am very open to the fact that I may jst be a product of myself.

Let me run you through a few events. I lost my 8 year old neice to a teenage pedophile and rapist, I lost my two daughters (they are alive) got divorced, lost my uncle and step father in the same threed month period, slowly became dependant on drugs, was accused of being a child molester (which I am most certainly not in any way, I overdosed and was brought back to life. All of these things that I listed aboive happened within months of one another. Consiquently I suffer from very bad ptsd and cant get my life together. I spebd every hour reliving the alogations and seething in resentment against my x wife who lives comfortably with my beautiful children  My first thought was to exact some kiind of curse on her but I dont need that kinda karma. Instead I want to clean up my negative energy and see how I can helo myself. I also have along history of being accused of horrible crimes that I am innocent of. There is no way for anyone but me and my children to no that I am innocent and I suppiose that you will all jst have to take  my word. But I am an open book and ask away.

I would love to hear anyones insights and solutions . Again, I realize that much of my bad luck may simply be from bad choices and life jujt not being fair. I am also not interested in any dark solutions that may have a karmic price tag that I cant carry. I am a good and moral man and I try to make good choices. My bad luck or whatever you want to call it extends beyond what I listed but yo get the point. Sorry for the bad spelling and ounctation buut my autospell doesnt work and some of my keys malfunction

Be well and thanks in advance

Erik


 


0 0 0 0 0 0
Replies (4)
  • Also. I feel a force in my life that stops me from making any decision that will better my life. For example I know that I will begin to feel better if I go for a walk and meditate bt there is this resistance like a voice in my head that wont let me. Like a an angry teen that angrily resists. Hard to explain but its like a voice in my head that tells me to resist

    0 0 0 0 0 0
    • I mustve had you in mind when I’d posted transmogrification; it’s a valid way of ttansforming negativity 

      https://witches.community/page/view-discussion?id=293

      0 0 0 0 0 0
      • Thank you very much.  I will be sure to read it.  

        0 0 0 0 0 0
        • Apologies for the Delayed Welcome !!!!

            Currently in the Mountains - so Sporadic interactions....

          Malatesa is drowned with work - and also a little absent for the mo....

          However - I am sure you will find your way round the Halls and 'Rooms' of the Witches Community "One Stop & Stay” Plaza....…there are many Vaults of Delights, and hidden snippets to be discovered…...so take your time to explore..

                   Once things settle a bit more Malatesa will be adding more construction to the place - which of course means checking in now, and again to SEE what has changed, and what is NEW…

          Equally so - ANY questions - feel free to ask…there are a wide range of folks within the Member's listing, that can offer an opinion/answer and/or a direction for you to take into consideration.

          Take a moment also to join the Main Chat: https://witches.community/page/Chat

                    Have fun - hopefully see you about.

          'Light' aka Lise

          0 0 0 0 0 0
          Not logged in users can't 'Comments Post'.
          •  · 1 friends
          •  · 1 followers
          3
          1
          1